i swallowed these dreams whole, on the off-chance that we might be and let live the grasping expanses of what i thought it to be. yet here was as there, dripping in nothing–so that i found myself lying still in the watning, these moments performed as though they were our last.
Monthly Archives: December 2007
I Found My Perfect Girl
December 10, 2007 – 1:10 am
…on Craigslist?
I debated posting this for a while, but I figured, what the hell.
I was browsing the Casual Encounters for my area up here in the North (I browse random Craigslist categories when I get bored, deal with it) when, among the countless posts with enticing titles like “strapon - w4m - 28″ and “looking [...]
Tick Tick Boom
December 9, 2007 – 1:50 am
Apathy explodes through his fingertips as music and static resonate around him.
He can see his breath and he doesn’t want to.
He just wants to be done. Finished. Released.
He has to, or else he’ll collapse again–wasting away like always.
He doesn’t want that.
He can’t afford that.
In the pressing, he can feel himself start to crumb–Not this time.
Tick [...]
in the dead of night
December 5, 2007 – 1:40 am
…we come out to play.
And after the lights come back, the wind roars as if to let us know where we stand.
in this night
December 2, 2007 – 2:16 am
i lay in the forgetting of a Boston skyline, remembering the dark as the quiet passes over me. And in this night, I can’t help but want to relinquish the days we’ll never have again, while I watch my breath fade in the remnants of stars.
If I were on the hood of a car, [...]